The stuck-in-one-place-not accomplishing-anything feeling.
That internal longing for satisfaction all the while knowing what is holding you back, yet not fighting it.
The rut sucks.
My rut is simple: I become stuck in a home routine that is lazy, lazy, lazy.
I come home, I sit my posterier in front of the television and watch and read.
Watch and read has become my life.
Now don't get me wrong, I love reading. I also love watching television as long as it makes me feel. But I dread the rut.
Watch and Read. Watch and read my way to 25 pounds overweight, so out of shape that I can't run a full mile, so out of touch with the people around me that I can't say I have a true friend in my community.
Anyway, I gotta run, my show is on.